The Healing Darkness

The Healing Darkness

By Soren Dreier

As we each travel the road toward enlightenment, which for many also means breaking free of the Matrix, we often find ourselves in the middle of a pendulum swing between empowerment and disempowerment. We also find our nervous systems becoming more and more fragile and in need of rest from the turmoil of this world.

We try to strengthen our connection to the vertical, the Heavens, the God force, the Uni or whatever we each label it.

This world, the Mundane, with its craving for our attention and its need to fish the souls caught up in soulful troubled waters, fits us less and less and so do its distractions. They Morph into every kind of ‘noise’ known and partly unknown to us. The world seems to become louder, uglier to watch and ever uglier to participate in. It just keeps on insisting.

The poles being: We crave Celestial and mundane peace within and are caught up in a world not really designed for us; who still perceive using the heart, compassion, empathy and genuine caring about our fellow beings.

Obviously Main Stream Media is designed not to inform us, but as a fear factory, telling us that everything we disengage from is the real thing about this life and dreams of a world designed for people, love and ‘just leave me alone to go about my business in a way that I see fit’ really can’t be done. It’s a naïve dream. A naïve state of mind. Naïve wishfulness. No it is not.

We are as the frontline of humans trying to toss a coin down the spiritual wishing well of broken dreams and visions of a world in balance, which would include us as being in our own world of balance.

It’s David versus Goliath for all of us. The strategy of winning here is to find exactly where to aim, since every mean of brute force has its Achilles Heel.

Some know where to aim at the Dragon of the United Forces of Destruction, whether it be systems of belief deigned to lure us in when we’re most vulnerable, systems of Big Industry healthcare that neglect to tell us cancer has a cure already, telling us that vitamins and minerals are deadly and if you get cancer struck the only good thing is to be connected to the Machine of Healing via chemical tubes that fuck up our immune systems. Now pass over the CBD and what have we and tell us that we are in charge of our health – not bloody Wall Street and Big Cancer.

What we need to focus on is our spiritual nervous system that has to deal with all of this Mundane ‘noise’ in order to let us enter a room of tranquility and bliss. Seems impossible, but it is within reach, since it is for each of us a question of finding that room amidst the great war of collective suffering and stress.

The New Ice Age is not so much a meteorological term as a psychological – metaphysical phenomena; it is what most of us are trying to melt, sometimes with a hairdryer. A frozen world can be melted; it basically just depends on the number of people trying to warm it up.

As we walk this road, some meditate, some pray, some try to eat healthy (an option that’s rapidly deteriorating), some do movements on yoga mats and those who feel they have the right spiritual praises often find themselves caught up, as I mentioned: In the swing of the Pendulum, bouncing from a state of balance to a place of imbalance.

This very much stresses people spiritually, and that is a contradiction since a state of spirituality, grounded sober spirituality, clearly expects to find everlasting bliss, explanation, the safety of Knowledge and so on… but we still feel fragile and not especially empowered as a state of mind.

The problem is that a large part of our journey is pre-states and not the settled state in which we can seek comfort. The explanation is that often the journey is vision based, and a lot of people stay there and think that they reached the goal. They thought that the brain (thought) could solve that – well, it can’t.

The goal isn’t reached until it is an experienced reality. That is why I wrote a great deal about the gap between a theoretical spirituality and an experienced reality. Ninety percent of what I encounter out there in The Land of The Internet is nothing but mere speculations of spirituality. In order to fully experience metaphysics it would involve: Thought, Feel and Body. You know… mind, body, spirit. If it stays in the mind, well….

The genuine thing is the Experienced Reality and then you become a Mystic on a need to know basis, simply because the spiritual awesomeness or explanation of Purpose, lies within that framework as an experienced reality and not some hyped up pimped up version of trendy – trendy waves of external spirituality.

Spirituality isn’t a coat you put on, spirituality doesn’t move in herds like lemmings drawn to the sea of the latest micro dozing super spiritual buzz, all traveling to the same Mayan ruin. It is the spiritual selfie up against the spiritual self-portrait of a face well used in its toning and a body sometimes weary to the bone.

Fellow Pilgrim on the road of sober spirituality: There is a solution, and in order to heal yourself, the only thing you really have to do is give yourself permission to go there. Into the healing darkness.

It seems like a common trade on this road, that we become more and more introverted in the middle of our need to express what we found on the way to help others in the same situation. So, there is also a pendulum swinging between the need for introverts and taking the stage to whisper our truths from the rooftops. Both are very much needed, but still in my optics – it can be quite suiting to have faith in the process, to trust it and cut off the eagerness to come: Home.

Surface based spirituality will always tell you in its core, that you are in some mundane structure of feudalism projected into the heavens.

Do not ever fall for that, since you just exchange one power structure, as in this, with another in order for you to feel safe, because Father and Mother still rule your life, even laid out as a fascist power grip, NOT of your soul but your Ego. Simply because the Ego cannot grasp freedom, self-empowerment and detachment from thinking that you are inferior, and because of that you are always under bloody judgment from entities unseen. The invisible ‘Holy’ construction lurking somewhere, even from above, waiting for you to make ‘mistakes’ and give you some kind of punishment.

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