Transcending the Cave and the Matrix
By Gary ‘Z’ McGee
“Nature is busy
creating absolutely unique individuals, whereas culture has invented a single
mold to which all must conform. It is grotesque.” ~U. G. Krishnamurti
The mold which culture conforms to is the Cave that Plato
elaborated on, and the Matrix that Neo had to overcome. As such, our
Matrix/Cave is the cultural mold we tend to cling to. Therefore, in order to
progressively evolve (as individuals and as a species), indeed, in order to
transcend the Cave and overcome the Matrix, we must be willing to break the
cultural mold. This is easier said than done, because fear of the unknown is
ever-present.
Here’s the thing, down and dirty: Soul-Initiation requires
ego-annihilation. This isn’t complete destruction, mind you. It’s creative
destruction. Similar to the way a caterpillar gets annihilated in the cocoon and
then put back together again in the form of a butterfly, an ego-centric
perspective gets annihilated by overcoming an existential threshold and then
comes back together again in the form of a soul-centric perspective. But unlike
the caterpillar which acts on instinct to create its cocoon, the human animal
must act on courage to create their cocoon phase.
This requires a leap of courage. Three, in particular. The
courage to question yourself, the courage to destroy yourself, and the courage
to rebirth yourself. Let’s break it down.
Question Thyself
“Those who cannot change their minds cannot
change anything.” ~George Bernard Shaw
Both the Cave and the Matrix are meta-symbols for
unquestioned delusions. An ego that forms without the ability to question will
forever remain uninitiated (trapped in the box of its own delusions) unless an
outside force –something traumatic like a death in the family or a near-death
experience– acts upon it with enough pressure to kick it into a cocoon phase.
Sometimes traumatic events give us the courage to question
ourselves, but rarely is that enough. At some point we will still have to take
the leap of courage into questioning who we think we are. The more we question,
the more the shadows in the cave begin to blur and the sunlight creeps in. The
more the Matrix begins to melt into the Desert of the Real. The more the boxes
we used to think inside begin to flatten. The more the fragile mental paradigms
our thoughts were trapped in get shattered against the robustness of our
skepticism. Things open up. Things become illuminated. Providence becomes the
reason to continue the practice of questioning ourselves to the nth degree.
So question yourself, but don’t stop there. Shift all
paradigms. Shake all secure foundations. Upset all outdated apple carts. Ruffle
all overly-serious feathers. Especially if you’re the one clinging to secure
foundations and pushing that outdated apple cart. The mightiest leap of courage
you can take is drawing the Question Mark Sword out of your scabbard and
cutting through the delusion of your certainty.
Because, here’s the thing, it’s delusions all the way down.
As Scott Adams said, “The human mind is a delusion generator, not a window to
truth. The best any human can do is to pick a delusion that helps him get
through the day.” The Cave gets you through the day. The Matrix gets you
through the day. Questioning both the Cave and the Matrix gets you past your
egocentric perspective and ushers in the raw materials necessary to develop a
soul-centric perspective that keeps the cycle of self-questioning going, which
keeps Fear on its heels and gives it no choice but to be fuel for the fire of
authentic and healthy change.
Destroy Thyself
“Run from what’s comfortable. Forget
safety. Live where you fear to live. Destroy your reputation. Be notorious.”
~Rumi
Questioning yourself only gets you so far. There is still
culture to deal with, and culture is the main prop-and-stay of the Cave and the
Matrix. You are an aspect of culture, like a drop in the ocean, so you must
also have the courage to question your cultural skin. This is probably the
scariest leap of courage because there is the inherent threat of ostracization.
Which is a likely possibility.
Before you can handle the blinding light outside the Cave,
before you can withstand the pain of the Desert of the Real outside the Matrix,
you must experience the destruction of your former self. Some call this ego
death. Some call it a dark night of the soul. We’re using the metaphor of the
cocoon. And inside the cocoon there is the absolute annihilation of the
uninitiated ego (the naïve, ignorant, codependent self) before the complete
reanimation of the ego that is initiated by Soul.
Deep philosophical questions must be asked. Such as: would I
rather the pain of knowing the Desert of the Real or the comfort of remaining
ignorant within the Matrix, would I rather be kissed with lies or slapped with
the truth, would I rather the uncertain adventure of navigating my way out of
the Cave or the security of remaining safely chained to the wall. Answering
these questions can be a destructive process. But that’s okay. Because if you
can survive it, the wisdom in your scars and the experience in your weathered
soul will make you even more capable of being illuminated by the sunlight
outside the Cave and being moved by the harshness of the Desert of the Real
outside the Matrix.
So destroy the version of yourself that clings to your
chains. Annihilate the aspect of yourself that ignorantly squabbles at the feet
of Delusion. Demolish all thrones and alters. Especially if your pride is being
held hostage. Knockout the kneecaps of God himself, if need be. As Dostoevsky
profoundly stated, “Man simply invented God in order not to kill himself. That
is the sum of universal history down to this moment.” Indeed. So destroy God.
Then reinvent God. It’s all you anyway. Be the Phoenix. Relish in the ashes,
and then rise up a stronger more robust version of yourself prepared to adapt
to, and overcome, the vicissitudes of life.
Rebirth Thyself
“The idea of a second birth is found at all
times and in all places.” ~Jung
Being initiated by Soul is being illuminated by truth. It’s
authentically seeing the sunlight. It’s genuinely feeling the harshness of the
Desert of the Real. It’s the ability to rebirth ourselves, cyclically, again
and again. What is the truth? The truth is, before, we were trapped by Fear and
we weren’t aware of our delusions, whereas now, in the cosmic throes of our
rebirth, we are free to question our delusions and thereby stay ahead of Fear.
We can look back on our path and see how our codependence (on the Cave/Matrix)
dissolved into independence (in the cocoon phase) which dissolved into interdependence
(rebirth). And now we are prepared to rise above our delusions (transcendence).
The delusions are still there, of course, because delusions
will always be there. Delusions are a survival strategy for a creature that
knows that it knows, that knows it’s going to die, that must grapple with both
the smallness of living in an unfathomably large universe and the finiteness of
being a mortal creature destined to die despite holding infinity in its heart.
As Berdyaev surmised, “Man is a finite, limited creature but he holds infinity
within him, and he demands infinity as an end.”
But at least we are no longer slaves to our delusions. We
are no longer slaves to Fear. We have gained the transcendent capacity to
question our delusions and challenge our fears. We have earned the spiritual
wherewithal to be flexible and robust against the inherent meaninglessness of
reality. We’ve secured the existential aptitude to embrace that infinity in our
heart and hold it up against the meaninglessness of the universe and declare it
meaningful despite.
So yes. Erect your Gods. Bask in your delusions. But then
have the courage to question whatever flavor of Cave or essence of Matrix you
can imagine yourself stuck in. Just be sure to tear your God down. Kill your
codependent self so that your independent self can emerge with the audacity to
become your interdependent self which has the power to transcend fear and
delusion. Build, destroy, rebuild, redestroy. Don’t remain too long in the
outdated comfort of any Cave or Matrix. Feel the existential absurdity if it
all. Soul to marrow. Heart to bones. Then laugh. Rise above it. Wreck yourself
against infinity.
About the Author:
Gary ‘Z’ McGee, a former Navy Intelligence Specialist turned
philosopher, is the author of Birthday Suit of God and The Looking Glass Man.
His works are inspired by the great philosophers of the ages and his wide awake
view of the modern world.
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