Building Hope
by: r.m.
i speak of hope. i speak to myself and others of hope. of
hope as the reason for living, the reason for the struggle. without hope, our
actions become empty and selfish — done to ease our guilty conscience rather
than build for change.
i speak of hope – and of how those of us with the luxury of
our middle-class lives can actually live our lives without struggle for
justice. we can choose to accept the consumeristic lifestyle and pat ourselves
on the back by choosing the “green” product, by signing a petition, by singing
a revolutionary song, by pressing “like” on an image on facebook, by tweeting
some news. we’ve done our share for the
world, we can say. and, amidst this
luxury, we can also say, we don’t feel hopeful. hope to us is a choice. we can choose it or deconstruct it and say it
doesn’t exist.
i know this. i know
that hope is not a choice for those struggling on the front lines. palestinians
in the occupied lands – all of palestine – must fight to survive, must resist every
day. theirs is a choice of hope or
death.
there is a statement on my wall, taken from a slogan written
on a wall in South America. “let’s leave
pessimissm for better times.”
we don’t have the right NOT to be hopeful.
i tell myself that Howard Zinn, that beautiful historian,
wrote that movements and change are done by thousands of pockets of change,
each small but when connected become larger.
i know that we are the majority. i know that despite all the harshness and
violence, even amidst this violence and insanity, people reach inside of
themselves and become more generous, kinder, loving. most of us are good and decent.
yes, i know all this. i know it theoretically. i believe it
ideologically.
but, lately, it has become much harder to accept it emotionally.
to feel it in my blood. the news of our
planet drying and flooding and burning and heating – of possible temperature
rises in 6 degrees C by the end of this century. the globalized, hungry, greedy, empty
corporations tearing apart peoples’ livelihoods and homes, from India to
Nigeria to the United States to Brazil .. and yes, to Palestine.
and now Syria.
these past few months, when i search for pockets of change,
pockets of hope, I find them too small.
So, I appeal to you.. share your pockets. Let’s build that line of hope
a critical point, a point that needs to be stated: so long
as i – we – stand outside of the struggle, i – we – will find holes in the
actions of millions around the world, we will deconstruct the hopes. it is only
when we fully join the struggle, then our own actions feed into the pockets of
hope all around us …
we have been trained to be pessimistic. optimism comes from the work itself. and from
connecting the struggles.
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